Why not?

Hey guys, how are you? I am great, thanks for asking.
I was going to write about the war on peace but I thought that was a bit of a touchy subject. It is so controversial that it makes you think twice about even bringing it up in conversation. Or even creating a conversation with anyone. Now people are so afraid to talk to anyone that is not in their social circle. Everything is out and open anyways on the news. And everyone with a voice, uses it. Whether it's about politics or prejudices, everyone has something to say. I mean, I have something to say. But, I am not going to say it. ANYTHING today can be considered offensive, If I say that I like hamburgers, someone out there thinks that because I eat red meat, I support slaughterhouses. Be careful what you say, because someone, somewhere thinks that you are against them.

Faith

Today I Wake Up

Today I woke up and decided how to start my life. It has been a struggle these past few years trying to decide what to do with my life, but I have realized that I don't need to figure everything out. I can wait and find out like everyone else. I don't have to worry. I logged back onto my blog just now and saw that my followers have tripled. It has been a while since I have written and I was reading my old posts. Have you ever done that? Read something you've written and laughed at how much you've changed? I'm still young but it's scary how much I've grown. I'm in college and I'm working to achieve something. I don't know what it is I'm trying to achieve but I'll figure it out. I feel bad because I have followers but they have nothing to follow. Well, I'm back and ready to fight for the future. I hope you guys will forgive me for leaving and continue to read. I'm ready to write. I wrote twenty pages today and I can't wait to finish for everyone to read. I still want to be a writer and I can't wait to have readers.

I love you guys. Thanks for reading,

Forever yours,

Faith.

Hello Again

This isn't healthy for a blogger; this writing every other month or so. Then again, how do I keep up with everything? Happy New Year everyone! 2013 will be our year, I just know it! I'm turning 18 this year and my writing is improving. I'm moving up in the world! Hopefully it will take me far. I was watching Emma one day with my mother, originally written by Jane Austen, and I remembered how much I love writing. Getting in a good journal, reading books that broaden my horizons, etc. I don't think I could ever get sick of it. I wonder what shall intrigue me next.

-Faith

Lately

Lately I haven't been doing a lot of reading. I've been writing a lot that's for sure. Poems, stories, dreams, etc... With everything going on, it's been hard to concentrate on anything. So I've been constantly changing pages and writing different things without finishing them. I guess the ideas come and go but will leave if you don't pay enough attention to them. While cleaning, I listen to music. Not to distract myself but to help me concentrate or I'll end up giving up and leaving. Music is an escape from something that you really don't want to do, its like a teenage pain reliever. Oh, you shouldn't discriminate against different forms/genres of music because music is art and that's just like crushing someone's perspective. Hey, you might even change your mind about it one day and love it! For some, music is a "gateway to hell", and that I don't understand. Music is a form of entertainment, and with that, millions listen to it. It's kind of hard not to, they play it everywhere. And why? To entertain you. (-: besides, music isn't the only form of entertainment, movies, books, novels, magazines, clothing, painting, dance, etc... Are all of those "gateways to hell" as well? Haha I sure don't think so. So give the things you dislike a chance, you might learn to love them one day. -Faith(-;

Confusion

How am I supposed to know what is going out without some form of communication? Life is full of miscommunication and confusion. Why can't it be so simple?! If we knew, this would be a lot easier to answer. I don't know what I'm doing in life. I want to. But I don't. I don't think I ever will. But I wish that with the decisions we make, we knew what would happen before we made them. That's my wish. What's yours?

Indescribable

If I knew that taking a five minute walk at 3 in the morning would get me in this much trouble, I would have rethought the situation. I guess that being young is trouble enough. With so much worry and sleep deprivation. It seems like we're nocturnal but were not. We just want to be young, and to feel as if we can enjoy ourselves while we're young. With freedom comes responsibility though and I guess I screwed up. Let's see if I can earn the trust that I had again. Wish me luck!

Update

So, lately I haven't been on my blog. I've been being a teenager mostly. Hanging out with friends and enjoying life as it is, rather than ranting on about how horrible it is. I will update soon enough. Stay young and beautiful. ;)