Sunday, July 8, 2012
Lately I haven't been doing a lot of reading. I've been writing a lot that's for sure. Poems, stories, dreams, etc... With everything going on, it's been hard to concentrate on anything. So I've been constantly changing pages and writing different things without finishing them. I guess the ideas come and go but will leave if you don't pay enough attention to them. While cleaning, I listen to music. Not to distract myself but to help me concentrate or I'll end up giving up and leaving. Music is an escape from something that you really don't want to do, its like a teenage pain reliever. Oh, you shouldn't discriminate against different forms/genres of music because music is art and that's just like crushing someone's perspective. Hey, you might even change your mind about it one day and love it! For some, music is a "gateway to hell", and that I don't understand. Music is a form of entertainment, and with that, millions listen to it. It's kind of hard not to, they play it everywhere. And why? To entertain you. (-: besides, music isn't the only form of entertainment, movies, books, novels, magazines, clothing, painting, dance, etc... Are all of those "gateways to hell" as well? Haha I sure don't think so. So give the things you dislike a chance, you might learn to love them one day. -Faith(-;
Saturday, July 7, 2012
How am I supposed to know what is going out without some form of communication? Life is full of miscommunication and confusion. Why can't it be so simple?! If we knew, this would be a lot easier to answer. I don't know what I'm doing in life. I want to. But I don't. I don't think I ever will. But I wish that with the decisions we make, we knew what would happen before we made them. That's my wish. What's yours?
Friday, July 6, 2012
If I knew that taking a five minute walk at 3 in the morning would get me in this much trouble, I would have rethought the situation. I guess that being young is trouble enough. With so much worry and sleep deprivation. It seems like we're nocturnal but were not. We just want to be young, and to feel as if we can enjoy ourselves while we're young. With freedom comes responsibility though and I guess I screwed up. Let's see if I can earn the trust that I had again. Wish me luck!